Transitions

Normal every day life can be hard.  The ups and downs of Parenting can leave any Parent to wonder why did I sign up for this?  Right now as I parent 4 small girls I often wonder what would my life be like without my girls?  To be honest I don't think I would really like it.  I think I would be wishing for what I have right now.  A Husband who loves me and 4 beautiful girls who I get to raise and watch become the people I hope God has intended they become.  Will they make mistakes, absolutely!  Will I make mistakes, absolutely!  But I try every single day to tell each of my kids and Husband how much I love them and something I love about them or something I appreciate about them.  In this time of transition where we are living with family until we close on our house it has been extremely hard to feel like I have any regularity in my life.  It feels like I'm on the longest vacation ever and that it's never going to end.  Yet it also feel like the Lord is trying to teach me something.  So what what is it I'm suppose to learn?  Well today I was reminded to be Grateful.  So today I'm grateful for my Husband who is so supportive and loving.  I'm grateful I get to raise 4 beautiful girls.  I get to one day watch them be hopefully be Mothers themselves and I get to help them through all the things that come with that.  I'm grateful I have a place to stay right now where my Husband and I have our own room we can be in and it's so great to have our own space.  I'm grateful for the rain the fell today that lowered temperature significantly!  I'm grateful for running water and toilets.  I'm grateful for my car that has AC and for my Husband's job.  I'm grateful that I live in a free country where I can start a business and enjoy serving and loving those I work with.  The list is many, but for now I will just say one more.  I'm indeed grateful for my Savior Jesus Christ.  While my testimony of him is still growing I'm grateful for the peace I feel while learning about him.  I hope someday to have a perfect testimony of him.

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